Knowing they do is nothing new, yet once they happen I am even more aware of how much they mean to me.
Before I moved out of my father’s house, 15 yrs ago, I had been clipping design ideas.
It has taken far to long to get something as simple as curtains that I want, as anything small was never “allowed” and places were not mine.
There was a 6-8 month time period when I got a few things that I wanted and life was good. Times like that were short lived.
But that doesn’t matter now, even if anger pops into my head, questions and trying to find reasons why I was naive still linger.
I will focus more-so everyday on the present and the future. And today I will appreciate my lovely and heart-warming curtains that make me feel good about many things.